LOVE to LIVE

Live will be exhausted if you go through it without love. 

Have you ever experienced a day after you have fight with your love one. How hattered fullfilling your mind, pain in your heart, and powerless. Have you ever feel lonelyness like emptiness in your heart, no one to talk to, and you feel tired the whole day. 

This because you did not feel love from your love one, you feel abondant, and the most important thing you forgot to love yourself.

To feel love it start from our ownself. We have to love ourself first then only you can feel the love from others. If you cant love yourself, a milion love people are giving you, care for you, you wont see it, you wont feel it. If you can love yourself then your life will be meaningfull, colourful and averything surround you will look chearfull even it full of hattered people. But once you lost the love, everything will be a burden, everything is meaningless, every good become bad, and the bad become worst, and you will feel exhausted to living your life. 

Because love will make you feel alive.

Love yourself first.

Remember when no one loves you, God is always love you

Menghilang, kembali, bermula

Setelah sekian lama menyepi..teringin nak menulis blog balik. Never know how to start. Even dont know how to write. Tulis essay pun tak penah dapat A apatah lagi nak mengarang ayat berbunga2. Grammar and tatabahasa confirm ke laut punya. Many thing had happend in this few years.  From couple to single, being friends to married, girl upgrade to lady, from a wife to a mommy. What a beautiful journey of life, never ended movie/drama just changing the episode and chapter.  Apa motif gambar kat atas tu?tu la tempat orang gantung impian cinta, harapan n macam2 lagilah.. Teringin juga nk gantung sebenarnye tapi akan menjadi tumpuan pulak sebab satu2 nye bahasa asing, so simpan je la impian tu dalam minda.da tercapai pun..tapi impian jangka panjang masih dlam progress..working on it.. Chaiyo chaiyo                                                                                                                                                                                                                        

Avril Lavigne-Wish You Were Here( Walmart Soundcheck 2011)

don't know why i like this song so much.so nice to here....
thanks to avrill make such a nice song.

things that make our life better...

1) appreciate everything we have
2) give a charm for ourself every single day by a smile to our own
3) enjoy what ever we do (never say no before we start to try)
4) don't hate people, cause it will make we hate ourself
5) don't hurt people, cause it hurt our own without we realise it
6) forgive any mistake done by others even they not ask for apology
7) make other people laugh when you feel sad, this will make you happy ( a bit at least)
8) help people and donate once a month ( small amount is ok )
9) be positive most of the time


everything is started with a thought, if you thing negative, you will act negative and will impact your living, vice versa if you thing positive, you will act positive and one step closer heading to a better life.

to be continued....xoxo

Avril Lavigne - What the hell (live)

GuY Who CanNot Be TruSt..

1) a guy who start a relationsip with a lie.
2) a guy who being mad when he not get what he want
3) a guy who think he is the best
4) a guy who say LOVE and say sorry
5) guy who never try to trust

to be continued......xoxo

PaTaH TumBuh HilAnG BerGanti

Lost and sad should not be so long.. Life must go on either we like it or not. learn to accept something new even it different from our rule. see it from the different perspective, it not same but we might have some fun if we put some effort on it. let by gone be by gone and let the future be the mystery to discover. new view of life, new handphone, new journey. found new buddies to replace the old one, that the simplest way to recover form sadnes and loosing. down grade but cute. impress me with ur look and capabiliy and i will keep you forever, 'LETS ROCK THE WORLD'. music is my soul and Hp is the body.. love u xoxo

7 Years & 50 DaYs!!!

Seven years and fifty days
The time is passing by
Nothing in this world could be
As nice as you and I

And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song

Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream

I'll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you

Seven years and fifty days
Now just look at me
Another girl I used to be
So then what do you see

And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song

Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream

I'll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you

K3HilaNgan

KEHILANGAN...semua orang ingin kan sesuatu yang kekal, tapi mustahil kah berlaku? kehidupan pun tak menjanjikn sesuatu yang kekal. yang hidup akan mati, yng muda akan tua, yang bahagia mungkin akan terluka, y terluka mungkin akan bahagia, dan y ada akan hilang. seperti mana aku kehilangan hp express music dan no kesanyangan ku. all happend in one glance. to my dearest 'LOVELY HP' take care of yourself out there. owh HP with the phatatic bear's head, i miss you. i will find another buddy to acompany me, but it will not same as you. we share a lot of moment, when i cyr, laugh, sad, happy you always be there and also wake me up every morning and ensure me will not late. what im gonna do without u...loosing a lovers is enough to make me heartbreak, but loosing you when i'm not ready is really worse. i wish we can have a goodbye moment if you really need to go... u are really precious to me...huhuhu please come back if you can..

when u feel like floating

"L.O.V.E."

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

And love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

And love is all that I can give to you
Love, love, love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
'Cause love was made for me and you
I said love was made for me and you
You know that love was made for me and you

LONELY

Lonely..
i am so lonely,
i have no body
on my own..

nobody wants to be lonely,
actually the loneliness feel come from the person itself.
what we choose is what we will feel,
but sometime we dont really have choice
because it was decision from others that we dont really ready to face.
sometime, something just hapened when we not ready, that is really hard to accept.. what we can do just sit and think, what is wrong and what is right.
when we come to the decision we afraid to take the risk.
we want to move on, but we afraid to left all the past behind,
afraid that we will forget who we are, afraid of our own shadow.
what ever it is life must go on, times running when ever we are ready or not.
that is how the real life goes on.

sepi

kesepian suatu kerungsingan..orang yang tabah je mampu harungi. mampu kah aku mengharungi nye. setiap saat aku berasa sedih dan bertambah sedih melihat org lain gembira. akan adakah detik gembiara untuk diriku. mane silapnye, ape kurangnye. kenapa aku sukar untuk rasa bahagia atau aku yang tak kenal erti bahagia. ape itu cinta, apa erti sayang. apakah nilai sebuah kehidupan dan kegembiraan. jika cinta itu indah tunjuk kan lah erti nye, jika sayang itu bahagia, berikan lah kesempatan dan jika sepi itu rencah kehidupan, tabah kan lah aku mengharunginye.

Jason Mraz Lyrics