LONELY

Lonely..
i am so lonely,
i have no body
on my own..

nobody wants to be lonely,
actually the loneliness feel come from the person itself.
what we choose is what we will feel,
but sometime we dont really have choice
because it was decision from others that we dont really ready to face.
sometime, something just hapened when we not ready, that is really hard to accept.. what we can do just sit and think, what is wrong and what is right.
when we come to the decision we afraid to take the risk.
we want to move on, but we afraid to left all the past behind,
afraid that we will forget who we are, afraid of our own shadow.
what ever it is life must go on, times running when ever we are ready or not.
that is how the real life goes on.

sepi

kesepian suatu kerungsingan..orang yang tabah je mampu harungi. mampu kah aku mengharungi nye. setiap saat aku berasa sedih dan bertambah sedih melihat org lain gembira. akan adakah detik gembiara untuk diriku. mane silapnye, ape kurangnye. kenapa aku sukar untuk rasa bahagia atau aku yang tak kenal erti bahagia. ape itu cinta, apa erti sayang. apakah nilai sebuah kehidupan dan kegembiraan. jika cinta itu indah tunjuk kan lah erti nye, jika sayang itu bahagia, berikan lah kesempatan dan jika sepi itu rencah kehidupan, tabah kan lah aku mengharunginye.